It's a New Day

It is so easy to just get stressed out. Sometimes I feel like I am stressed when I have no reason to be. In my heart I know that God is in control. If  He can create the world, part seas, make food fall from heaven and so much more, then of course He is going to care for me, and lead me. But my mind, sometimes wants to reason things out. Like, well if I do this, maybe God will do that. Or if I stress about this, God will see how much I care. I laugh with myself sometimes because I want to have faith like Hebrews 11, but then I think, well, all of the people in the Faith chapter had their doubts and own issues to struggle with... 
God is bigger then you or I could ever imagine. He understands how we think, who we are, what are wants and needs are... And when we doubt, we are allowing Satan the power in our lives. We allow Him to use our insecurities, our desire for things to prevent us from seeing the hand of God in our lives. I have to keep reminding myself through this whole process:

"Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful." Hebrews 10:23


God is faithful. Let us not doubt that He will fulfill His promises. 

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