Gasping for Air
Have you ever felt like that? That you were just gasping to catch your breath because it felt like the weight of the world was on your chest, preventing you from being able to inhale that sigh of peace? That has been this past month for me. Every plan I had made in previous months for this summer, failed. My finances have been so shaky, making it hard to make decisions for the future. Each week, proposed a change of plans, and less than comfortable circumstance at times, financially-- It felt at times that I just could not catch my breath. SO in my mind, I am thinking, " Chels, stop gasping for air, you are God's, you seek him, so he's got you"-- Isn't funny that when you think something, it doesn't automatically make the stress go away? But over and over, I was like repeating to myself, " What happens, happens." Everything has it's purpose in life. If God wants me to be broke, it's for a reason, if he wants me to scratch all my plans and fly...